I am not afraid to say sorry. Or probably i am.

A phone call from you earlier this morning made me fully aware that there's no point bearing grudges or resentment as it's pointless.

I should have been more sensible and behave like a grown up instead of being such juvenile.

I felt ashamed for what's done and i do not have any excuses.

He's right.

How could i weight my point of view and way of thinking to yours.

What an imbecile thing to do.

It's not that i'm criticizing you.

Without you in my life, i wouldn't be the person i am. Eeling wouldn't be the same Eeling as today.

But you should have been more rational and reasonable too.

Love means never having to apologize, but granted pardon from both parties.

And i cannot gather enough courage to express it in person.

Nonetheless, #iamsorry.