Leap Yeah! Today is leap day.

That was totally irrelevant.

Ok. There are times in life that make me think it's worthless to hold on to something that will eventually fall apart. In regardless of how hard I've tried, the amount of efforts put in, it was all unavailing looking at how much I've actually went through.

I often ask myself: Why the heck do I care??

This is pretty much related to what I'm undergoing right now. It's like I checked into rehab.

Goodbye means That's it, I shall take my leave and go! However, it seems so hard for me to do it straightforwardly. I started recalling the pleasant things that happened lately but it literally turn out to be nothing. It's like NOTHING you know!? i repeat, NOTHING. Try to imagine that! I personally think it doesn't hurt to lose one's dignity as long as what's wished for is attained but at the same time, it kills for one to accept the fact nothing else can be done to salvage it. Thing shouldn't be like this. What a disappointment...

So what's left for me to do but just to forget and shut out? I need someone who won't give up on me.

Alright. Let's have a short update.

I'm now on the first week of hols and it has been a monotonous one so far. Even so, I'm enjoying the good times as I have nothing to fret about nor anything to be concerned of, and waking up past noon as a result of getting to bed really late at night.

The past 2 exam weeks were dreadful. Had improper meal, inadequate sleep, low fluid consumption, etc. My Gawd. Glad that everything's over and wish everything's fine.

In any case, I'll be going for a road trip with my fellow uni friends tomorrow all the way up to Penang island and the probable places we'll drop by are Kl, Genting, Ipoh, Taiping, then Penang. Didn't feel a tinge of excitement until I started to pack just now and hopefully, it's gonna be fun.

So more updates coming soon. ;)

I'm always feeling lethargic regardless of day or night.

However, I never fail to choose to stay up just late enough at night.

Till I am exhausted enough, till I can fall into my bed, into immediate slumber.

And never get up early the next day.

I just couldn't stand lying in bed alone in the dark room.

With the unnecessarily thoughts in my head, keeping me awake for no reason.

I'm on the verge of exploding!!

More sleep needed NOW!!