Damn. No inspiration to blog lately.

8 more days to April fool's day but I've not felt the excitement yet.

Not yet perhaps.

Anyway, cut my hair short 2 weeks ago and nah, I'm now in short hair.

Long wavy copper brown tresses gone.

;)

Life has been shitty and in a mess recently. I don't know why.

I tried to get things fixed, but to no avail. If only getting things right is as easy as answering a call. As easy as answering a call? Haha. Of all instances. I always think that it's marvellous if my phone ever rings unexpectedly. No idea why I just like receiving calls/ text messages unexpectedly. Nah, something that's not meant to be understood will not be accepted and it is of no importance anymore if things are fixed or wrecked or whatever.

But WOW.
I am really impressed of what I've done today. I know that there's no one I can't live without in this world, and hence it's proven to be true by looking at what had taken place earlier today.

Ok. I'm done being unhappy over everything. That means no more sentimental entries after this! Birthday's just weeks away! I'm feeling excited over it yet anxious on the other hand. Oh no.. I am not getting any younger. Perhaps it's time to look for a filthy rich guy as a lifelong partner? How about a matchmaking session? Lol. Kidding la. Still far to go mann.

I'll begin my first lecture for this sem tomorrow and I hope I'm well disciplined enough to study consistently. *fingers crossed* All I need to do is to have the single minded determination and bring only the important things into focus. Study, workout, live well. That's it.

I wonder how my course mates gonna respond to my new look, as in my new hairstyle tomorrow. Haha.

And this mark the beginning of the end.

To drop that emotional baggage down. : )

Vanity max!

Bored la and ya, I almost forget that it's only 3 days away before the hols end. Sigh.

Things I promise myself I'll do this month:

Get lotsa lotsa sleep by heading to bed early and get up early the next day. Drink as much water as I used to. Start working out. Go for facial. Spend less and save more. Have proper meal. No more junk food. Spend less time on lappie. Never skip lectures and tutorials. Be good to everyone. Stop checking out, talking, and getting designer bags. Grow up. Be down to earth.

How am I supposed to pretend I never want to see you again.

This is not a wonderland, nor am I Alice.

Wow. Time flies. By the time you realise, it's already the third month in 2012 and in a heartbeat, it's going to be April. That shows my birthday is just exactly a month away! Haha.

Bitch. Shut Up.

That's why I am always keeping quiet. I have so many things to say but there aren't enough words for me to express them. So I just shut up. I do not want to repeat the words that will eventually lose their meaning and then I won't be able to say anything at all. When I have no one to confide in, the best thing I'd do is to blog. My dearest blog has this unbeatable strong point, that is to be my best listener always and it has never failed me.

Btw, things ought to be forgotten were no longer in mind. Unwanted noises created were turn off. Unfamiliar acquaintances were cut off. Everything is perfectly fine now. I am hoping for my life to be a perfectly calm and tranquil one after this and shut out all the unnecessary people who don't deserve to be an issue in my life. That's all I am wishing for. Have tonnes of ideas in mind of what to do in this month and for the upcoming months as well. Will post an entry in regard to that soon and also on my trip to Penang.

Shut up and shut out.

Goodbye means bye for good. I won't be sad because it's over, rather I'm glad that bad things ended.

Don't forget to fall in love with yourself first. ;)

p/s: Dearest Wp, remember things to do next month! Haha.